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  • I had a lovely weekend. Simon took me out for breakfast at Scott’s and then treated me to a new Southend United home kit. Sunday morning, I went to breakfast with the Sweyne Girls, and Nicky, and had a good catch up with them. I miss seeing them every day at work, I’m currently trying…

  • I made the decision today to transfer this diary onto WordPress. I thought it was a good idea to write down somewhere how I’m feeling, so that my girls have something to read and reflect on after I am better. But then, after a conversation with Simon about whether I should blog about everything or…

  • Saturday 28th June 

    I have come to the realisation that I’m shit at keeping this diary up to date.  Last week I had an appointment for the results of the MRI, and they saw something in one of my lymph nodes, so they want to take a biopsy of that. At least it’s just there and nowhere else…

  • I’m starting to realise that work may know what is happening, but there’s a difference between knowing and caring. Faye, Kim and Andrea care and try and get me to go home. James is just loading me up with work. My hours are 8am to 4pm, with half an hour unpaid lunch. I work all…

  • MRI day. I’ve accepted what’s happening, I just need to have all these things done so they know where this cancer is. Simon is with me. We have a conversation, Mum had this done when she had her heart problems (I think). She panicked; I do remember that. I keep telling myself that I won’t.…

  • I’m not sure why I’m writing this now, but I think I need to document it so that I don’t forget what I’m feeling.  On Wednesday 4th June, I went to the breast clinic to get the results of a biopsy that was taken from one of my breast cysts. I’ve had these cysts for…